28 July, 2005
I’ve been thinking about a long lost friend. I have been ever since I lost him.
Tonight, for no real reason, I put his name into Google. Only one entry came up, but it was undeniably him - a letter he’d written on a public website to a mother who’d lost her son.
One short letter that says everything I loved about my lost friend.
2/16/99
I am 18 years old, and am studying at the University of St Andrews, in Scotland. We have access to the internet here, and I was using the search engine ‘Rainbowquery’ when i came across your story about your son Bill.
I am gay, and although have never been through so much as your son, I understand at least part of his pain. This world is a real horrible place, especially if people decide that you dont fit in. Bill seems so passionate and friendly. I truly wish I could have known him - I feel like I have after reading your pages.
I can only imagine the hurt you must go through every day. I felt I had to write to you and thank you for having the courage to shout about the terrible things that have happened to you and your family. Your voice is heard and appreciated by more people than you realise. Although Bills story was difficult to read because of the pain it makes me feel, I am so glad to share a part of him. It makes me come to terms with my own life better.
You are not alone. I imagine that you go through days when all you want to do is give up. You have touched people from all over the world, and I wish I could express to you, let you know how much love and suppport and admiration I have for you and your family. Thankyou.
Best wishes
his name (his email)





